Static

Shit.

I saw him. It knows exactly where I am. And I know it knows now.

I was walking by the front desk of the building I live in and happened to look at the monitors. HE was standing outside my door, just sorta looking at it. After like three seconds (felt longer) the feed flashed to static and he was gone.

I knew he was in the city and that he was following me but I guess I was kinda hoping it was just a localized thing. Either way I'm gonna have to rethink my tactics, I was actually thinking of going on the offensive soon. (More about that later)

Either way, good luck to whoever is left.

Rain, Fog, and Early Sunsets

The rain's not making it easy to get things done around here and the fog makes me uneasy, even the bloody sunsets, which I used to love, just remind me that the daylight doesn't last forever.

Anyway, heard the author of "Make it Count" is closing up shop due to being left alone. While I wish her the best, I also find myself frustrated with my circumstances by comparison. Things calm down for another person, someone else moves another step ahead with their journey and here we are just kinda...here. It pisses me off at times, selfish I know but I'm only human.

Jessie's starting to worry me. She's been sleepwalking and zoning out, not the normal teenage zoning out, like extended deep zone outs. She spends a of time drawing anime characters, all of them look scared or depressed. While the quality of the work is good, maybe I'm just letting my nerves get to me.

Amanda has asked me to meet up with her, for a face to face discussion. I told her someplace public, she suggested a dinner near the edge of town. Next week is gonna be interesting I can already tell.